Crecer Duele

  
Muchas de las cosas que nos hacen crecer son las que más nos duelen. Lo sé porque lo comprobé. Nos encerramos en una burbuja donde lo que pensamos es lo único que vale, nos volvemos tan tontos que lastimamos lo que más amamos. Tristemente así me pasó, por no ver más allá de mi misma perdí algo que quería, quiero y querré siempre, y a pesar del dolor será un hermoso recuerdo en mi corazón que sin duda quisiera vivir de nuevo. Cuando cometes errores nunca es demasiado tarde para cambiar. Tal vez las cosas no serán como antes, pero es necesario que así sea para que puedas darte cuenta que no siempre acertarás. Para mí tal vez es tarde para arreglar el jarrón que rompí, pero doy todo de mí para que el daño que sufrió no sea grande y si es posible usarlo nuevamente. Buscando entre mis canciones de mi bachillerato encontré esta. Dice de manera casi perfecta lo que siento, o más bien, lo que viví.

Aunque me duela debo irme, encontrar mi camino aunque te extrañe.

(At least for now, I'm trying to understand, you gotta go your own way)
[SI Hay Voluntad y se Decide CAMBIAR TODO se pude SOLUCIONAR]

Lyrics to Gotta Go My Own Way :
Gabriella
I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try somehow the plan
is always rearranged

It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place
in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away

I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok...

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Troy
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

Gabriella
What about trust?

Troy
you know I never wanted to hurt you

Gabriella
and what about me?

Troy
What am I supposed to do?

Gabriella
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

Troy
I'll miss you

Gabriella
so
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
Why do you have to go?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy:
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now

Troy
I want you to stay

Gabriella
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
What about us?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way